Name:  The Road so Far
Author:  
Disneymagic
Characters:  
Jared, Jensen, Christian, Osric, Aldis, Misha, Chad, Ruth, Rob, Tahmoh, Samantha, JDM, Felicia, Briana
Paring:  
J2
Rating:  PG13
Disclaimer:  
I do not own and do not profit
Summary: 
 Jared was beginning to think that, given some time, they could really come together as an awesome band. Sure, they were all very different people - different personalities, different backgrounds, different specializations. And yet, they were also alike in a lot of ways. They had a love of music and performance in common, for one thing. Blending their talents together into a successful group would take effort and a willingness to compromise, not to mention, a lot of hard work, like Tahmoh had told them the first time they met. Jared hoped they had the perseverance to see it through.

Chapter 4

The bedlam slowly settled as the audience began to filter out and the stage was cleared of all but the winning five…and Steve who was still engaged in some kind of disagreement with Christian.
  It seemed rude to listen in to what was obviously a very personal conversation, but they weren’t making any effort to be quiet about it, and Jared was an arbitrator by nature.  Any time his friends got into arguments, Jared wanted to help make things better.  He liked for everyone to get along.

“No, we agreed!” Christian said, arms crossed over his chest, a stubborn set to his jaw.

“Well, I’m changing my mind.  I’m allowed to do that,” Steve responded, taking an angry step closer to the other man.

Jared got ready to intercede if need be.  There were too many cameras pointed at them, and although the audience had thinned significantly, there were still people milling around.  A fight between winning and losing contestants would not be good PR for the newly formed band.

Christian’s eyes narrowed, giving him the look of a bull zeroing in on its target.  “Yeah well, you can’t force me to do it.  I won’t.”

Just when Jared thought he was going to have to step in before the first punch was thrown, Steve’s posture seemed to deflate, like the anger was being siphoned out of him.  He put a hand on Christian’s forearm.

“Look man, this is the opportunity of a lifetime.  You gotta take it.  I appreciate your loyalty, but don’t be a stupid ass.”

Christian looked down and away, no longer the crazed bull about to charge, more like a chagrined billy goat gruff who’d just been outmaneuvered.

Deciding that the danger was past, Jared moved away to give them the privacy they needed to work things out on their own.

“Jared!”

His sister’s shout came from the front edge of the stage, and Jared hurried to meet his family where they were being held off by a couple stern looking men in black security uniforms.

“It’s okay, they’re with me,” Jared told them.  He briefly wondered how the disapproving woman had gotten past them to collect Jensen, but his thoughts were interrupted as his sister launched herself into his arms and squealed loudly directly into his ear.

“Ow, that was my ear.”

With the way her head was pressed against his face, her good ear close to his mouth, he knew she’d be able to hear him.  As a child, Megan had severe ear infections, resulting in almost total hearing loss in her right ear and partial hearing loss in her left.

Unapologetic, she screamed, “You did it!  I can’t believe you actually did it!”

“Your faith in me is underwhelming,” he snarked back at her.

Megan grinned as she let him go so his mother could have a turn.  

Tears ran down his mom’s face.  “I always knew you could do it.  You don’t let anything stand in your way.  Never have.  Anything you put your mind to, you accomplish.”

He wrapped his arms around her.  “Thanks, mom.”

“I’m proud of you son,” his dad said, squeezing his neck.  His dad wasn’t really a hugger.

“Thanks, dad.”

Jeff and Veronique were next.  Jeff pulled him into a one-armed hug and Veronique gave him a kiss on the cheek.

“Can I get our five new band members over here please?”

Jared looked around to see where the microphone-amplified voice was coming from and saw a handsome older man with dark hair and a neatly trimmed salt-and-pepper beard, standing center stage.  There was movement from different parts of the stage as the other four contest winners disengaged from conversations they were having with - Jared assumed - the family and friends who had accompanied them.  He was interested to see that even Christian started walking over.

“Well, go on,” his brother said, giving him a push.

He gave his family a smile and strode over to where the group had gathered.

The speaker handed his microphone to a nearby PA and motioned the five of them into a close huddle, as though what he had to say was for them only.  “Let me congratulate all five of you!  You did an outstanding job today and each of you has earned your spot in the band!  My name is Jeffrey Dean Morgan, but you guys can call me Jeff.  I’m the CEO at Star Struck Records.”  He beamed at them, then continued.  “First things first, we have some paperwork to get out of the way.”  He waved over the PA and took a stack of legal-sized Manila folders from her.  “I have here your contracts and a form giving us permission to do background checks on you.  The contract you can take with you, read over it, have your lawyer read over it, but I’ll need a signed copy back within thirty days.  The background check form, on the other hand, I’ll need you to sign that one today, right now.”  He passed a folder to each of them.

The folder he handed to Jared had his name on the front in big, block letters.

“You see, things are about to move fast for you guys.  You’ll be a hot topic now, right after the live stream of the contest.  We have to capitalize on that.  I have interviews set up for you at a couple radio stations already.  We’ll start there and see where that takes us.  I’m hoping to get you on some daytime talk shows next.  Your trainers have been hired and will begin lessons at the house next week, which reminds me…”  He fished around in his pocket, pulling out a handful of keys, each attached to a Star Struck Records key fob.  “You each get a key to the house.”

Osric took his key, eyes wide.  “You’re giving us each a house?”

That got a sharp bark of laughter from Jeff.  “No, that’s a key to the house you’ll all be living in for the foreseeable future.  It belongs to the company, but it has everything you’ll need while you’re in training and beyond: a dance studio, a gym, and a music room for vocal and instrumental work.  It even has a pool in the backyard.  Of course there’s a kitchen, a living area, and bedrooms as well.”

Jared eyed the key Jeff handed him.  He didn’t know what he had expected, but this news shocked him.  “So wait…we’re going to be living together…here in Austin?  All five of us?”

Jeff nodded.  “Is that going to be a problem?”

“No, um, not a problem.  I guess, I just didn’t know what to expect.”  Suddenly, this was all becoming very real for him.  He was going to be living in a house with four strangers.  Sure, he’d done something similar the first year he’d lived in the Disney dorm and been assigned his three dorm mates, but he’d known what he was getting in to then, had time to mentally prepare himself to live in close quarters with people he’d never met before.  This seemed different.  Probably because he hadn’t thought he was going to win, and so hadn’t given the aftermath of winning much thought.  Surreptitiously, he looked around at the other guys and noticed that they were all doing the same thing.  At least, he wasn’t the only one feeling a little off kilter.

“Good, that’s good,” Jeff said.  “There’s a lot to do and not much time to do it.  Your managers are at the house waiting for you now.  I’m really happy we were able to secure these two managers for you.  I think you’re really going to like them,  They’re the best in the business, Samantha Ferris and Tahmoh Penikett.  They work together as a team and have many big name stars on their roster.  They’ll be able to answer any other questions you have far better than I can.  So, if you’ll all sign those background check forms, you can go over to the house and meet them.”

At his signal, the PA handed out pens with the Star Struck Records logo stamped on them.

Jared got the distinct impression that Jeff, having given his spiel, was ready to be done with the chore of greeting the new talent and wanted to send them on their way as quickly as possible.

Taboo backed up a step, as though getting ready to flee.  “Right now?  We have to sign it right now?  What happens if we don’t?”

Jeff’s eyebrows drew together in a way that suggested he’d never heard such foolishness.  “I’m afraid if you don’t sign the form, we’ll have to go with the runner up from today’s contest.  I hope it doesn’t come to that, Taboo.  I’d hate to have to say goodbye to you.”  Jeff’s no-nonsense tone had a ring of finality to it.

Taboo opened his folder like a snake might be coiled inside it, pulled out the form, and signed it, jaw clenched all the while.

Jared had not qualms about signing the background check waiver.  He’d been through something similar with Disney.  His life was an open book.  Star Struck Records wouldn’t find any dirt on him.  He did wonder, though, what Taboo was afraid they’d find out about him.

After scrawling his signature at the bottom of the form, he handed it back to the PA.  The four others did the same.

Aldis rubbed a hand over his lightly-stubbled jaw.  “What about our families?”  He gestured back behind Jared.  “Can they come see the house, too?”

Jared turned to where Aldis had pointed and saw a clump of people, including his parents, Megan, Jeff, and Veronique, mingling around.  He assumed the other people in the group were friends with or family to Aldis, Taboo, Osric, and Christian.  His new band mates.  He needed to start thinking about them that way instead of as just strangers.

“Not right away.  They’ll be invited over later, after you’ve had time to meet your managers.  I expect Samantha and Tahmoh will have a lot to go over with you.  Why don’t you tell your families that you’ll see them later and Julie here will take you to the bus.”  He pointed at the PA.  “I’m sure I’ll be seeing you later, boys.  Welcome to Star Struck Records.”  He shook hands with each of them and left.

Not exactly the warmest man, Jared thought as he headed over to his family, but nice enough.  For an executive bigwig.

**~**~**~**~**~**~**

The gated community the bus entered half an hour later gave Jared pause to consider the change in his circumstances.  Gated communities were for people who needed additional privacy, people like young men in popular boy bands, people with overzealous fans.  The idea of teenage girls hiding out in the bushes just to catch a glimpse of him made him snicker.  Maybe he was getting ahead of himself.  Just a little.

The bus rolled up and came to a stop in front of a three story house, all white except for a few touches of black trim.  It didn’t stand out much among all the other similarly white houses in the neighborhood.  Perhaps it was a neighborhood association thing.  His parents neighborhood association wasn’t nearly so strict as to restrict the paint color choices of its residents, although, it did require that houses be pressure washed and lawns mowed on a regular basis.

Jared hopped off the bus behind Christian.  Osric, Taboo, and Aldis followed closely on his heals, everyone seemingly anxious/excited to see where they would be living.

The front door opened as they were walking up the stone path that led from the street to the cement porch.  A lady, probably in her late forties if Jared had to guess, stood in the doorway, a welcoming smile lighting her face.  She had dark hair that went past her shoulders, and she gave off a motherly vibe just by her demeanor alone.

“There you are, our newest idols.  Let me get a look at you.”  She came down the porch stairs, one hand resting lightly on the black wrought-iron railing.  “Oh yes, I can see what the judges saw in you.  You all have that super star glow.”

Jared thought he saw a teasing glint in her eyes, but it was hard to tell since he didn’t know her yet.

“I’m Samantha Ferris.  You can call me Sam.  I’m one of your new managers.”  She held up a hand to forestall them from replying with their own names.  “Before you introduce yourselves, why don’t you come in and meet Tahmoh, that way you only have to introduce yourselves once.”

Immediately upon entering the house, there was a regal staircase, curving up to the second floor.

“The practice rooms are here on the first floor.  We’ll give you the grand tour later.  For now, we’ll go upstairs to the living quarters.”  

She led them up the staircase into an open floor plan area twice as big as Jared’s whole apartment back in Orlando.  A living room setup dominated the space, a large flatscreen TV on one wall and several comfy looking chairs and a sectional sofa in the middle, facing the TV.  A picture window, overlooking a patio and pool, took up the majority of another wall.  The floor was hardwood, and there were pastel colored rugs of various designs placed in strategic locations around the room.  A kitchen and dining area were visible on the far side of the space. Everything looked crisp and brand new.

Seated on the sectional was a man wearing taupe pants with a drawstring in the front paired with a long, loose-fitting linen shirt of many colors.  Oh, and he was barefoot.  Very bohemian.

As they came up the stairs, the man stood.  “Ah, the conquering hero’s have arrived.  It’s good to meet you, I’m Tahmoh.”

Jared waited for one of the other boys to introduce themselves first, not wanting to step on anyones toes, but when no one spoke up, and the silence stretched into awkward territory, he said, “Hi, I’m Jared.”  He waved at Tahmoh and to Samantha.  “It’s nice to meet you both.”

“Good Jared, you have leadership potential.  It’s important to find out those kinds of things early on.  We’ll talk about that more in a little while.  Who’s next?”  

Christian spoke up next, then Aldis, Taboo, and Osric.

Jared thought the order symbolized something.  There was a reason Tahmoh had left it up to them, instead of asking them for their names individually or shaking their hands.  He then wondered if everything Tahmoh said and did was going to be a test of one kind or another.

“Have a seat guys, and let’s talk.  We have a lot to discuss.”  Tahmoh took up his original space on the sectional, legs crossed.  Sam sat next to him.  Aldis and Osric sat on either side of them, while Jared, Christian and Taboo took the chairs.  

“It’s been a big day for you guys so far.  I bet you’re feeling somewhat overwhelmed.”  Sam’s smile was understanding.

“You got that right,” Aldis agreed, then tacked on, “Ma’am.”

Sam laughed.  “There are no Ma’ams or Sirs here, Aldis.  We’re just here to help guide you.  We’ve been in this business for a long time and it’s our job to show you the ropes, act as mentors, and occasionally as councilors.  Whatever you need, you can come to us.”

Tahmoh clapped his hands once.  “Okay, let’s get started.  We’re going to go around the room.  I want you each to tell us a little bit about yourself.  What are your strengths as a performer?  What do you need to work on or need help with?  Don’t be afraid to be honest.  You are a group now, no longer individuals, but part of a team.  You aren’t competing against each other anymore.  The success of the team relies on you helping each other, building each other up.  You each have a role to play within the group.  Together, we need to figure out what your roles are going to be.”  He pointed to his left.  “Osric, start us off.”

Fidgeting with his fingers, Osric said, “I’m eighteen.  Graduated high school a year early…I was in advanced placement.  For the last three years, I attended the New York Conservatory for the Arts, concentrating in ballet and piano.  Um, I’d say talking in front of people isn’t my strong suite.”  He snorted in a self-deprecating way.  “I’d rather let my performance speak for me.”

“Thank you for that, Osric.  How about you, Christian?”

“Hey, you’re making me feel old over here, kiddo,” Christian said to Osric.  “I’m twenty-four.  Guess I’m probably the oldest one here.  I’m a singer, guitar player, song writer, mostly.  My best friend and me…well, we’ve toured around a bit, put out an album.  Nothing you’ve most likely heard tell of.”  He grinned, leaned back in his recliner, and stretched his legs out in front of himself.  “Dancing’s gotta be my biggest weakness.  I can two-step with the best of’em, but I don’t have any formal dance training.”

“Good, Christian.  Taboo, will you go next?”

“Taboo’s not my real name.  It’s my stage name, but I prefer it over my real name.”  Taboo left that hanging there for a moment before continuing.  “Anyway, singing’s my passion, rap music mostly.  I’ve taken some modern dance lessons and there’s this club in LA where I perform sometimes.  Oh, and everyone else said how old they were, so I’m twenty-one.”

“Very nice, Taboo.  Jared, you’re up.”

Jared gave one of his dimple-popping grins and said, “Cool, I’d say my strength is showmanship.  Every good band has to have great showmanship.  I mean, look at Queen.  Not only did Freddy Mercury have an amazing voice and range, but he was the best showman around.  He knew how to work a crowd.  I think I can bring some of that energy to our performances.  And for weaknesses…” he looked up at the ceiling.  “I’d say I could use some help coordinating my dance moves to go with my singing.  I’m really kind of freestyle, just do whatever comes to me in the moment.  And I have no fashion sense,” he added, remembering Jensen’s help applying kohl.

“Your age?” Taboo stage-whispered.

“Right, I just turned twenty-two.”

“Thank you, Jared.  Last, but not least, Aldis.”

“Yo,” Aldis drawled.  “I’m also twenty-two.”

Christian blew out a breath.  “I knew it.  I am oldest.”

“Yeah, old man, you got me beat by two years.”  Aldis smirked at Christian’s pout.  “Anyhoo, strength’s my dancing.  I can break dance, pop-n-lock, hip-hop, house dance, and new style.  There ain’t a dance style created that I can’t learn.  I grew up in Philly, my parents weren’t around much, so I learned to take care of myself, ya know?  Weakness had gotta be singing.  I can carry a tune, but there ain’t much call for singing while break dancing.”

“Thanks for sharing with us, Aldis.”  Tahmoh steepled his fingers.  “We’ve learned a lot about each of you in a short time.  In the weeks, months, and hopefully years to come, you’ll learn a lot more.  Hopefully, while you were listening to each other, you were thinking about how you could help each other become stronger overall performers.  You may have noticed that your strength was another members weakness.  That was purposeful.  You are very different people, but together you will become a force with which to reckon. Balance you strength with another’s weakness and watch the cohesive unit you build.”   

Name:  The Road so Far
Author:  
Disneymagic
Characters:  
Jared, Jensen, Christian, Osric, Aldis, Misha, Chad, Ruth, Rob, Tahmoh, Samantha, JDM, Felicia, Briana
Paring:  
J2
Rating:  PG13
Disclaimer:  
I do not own and do not profit
Summary: 
 Jared was beginning to think that, given some time, they could really come together as an awesome band. Sure, they were all very different people - different personalities, different backgrounds, different specializations. And yet, they were also alike in a lot of ways. They had a love of music and performance in common, for one thing. Blending their talents together into a successful group would take effort and a willingness to compromise, not to mention, a lot of hard work, like Tahmoh had told them the first time they met. Jared hoped they had the perseverance to see it through.

Chapter 3


“Congratulations!
  You’ve been selected as one of the ten finalists in the Star Struck Records boy band competition!”

Things went fuzzy for an undetermined amount of time, and Jared fumbled his cell as the fingers in his hands started tingling like all blood supply had been cut off to his extremities.

“Mr. Padalecki?  Are you still there?”

“Oh, uh yeah.  Sorry, um, can you repeat that, please? My hearing went a little wonky.  I thought you just said I’m one of the finalists” he stammered.

The voice on the other end of the line chuckled.  “You’re not the only one to react that way.  I don’t blame you for being overwhelmed.  This is big news.  Out of the three thousand or so young men who auditioned for a place in our new band, we selected ten finalists, and you, Mr. Padalecki, made the cut!  We’d like to invite you to come back to Austin in two weeks for the awards show.”

Jared’s throat muscles spasmed.  “A finalist?” he managed to croak.  “What does that mean, exactly?”

“Well, you’re one of ten finalists, like I said, and there are five spots in the band.  That means you have a fifty percent chance.  The awards show will be held in two weeks.  The record company will pay to fly you and your family to Austin to take part in the show.  Each of the finalists will get the chance to perform, and then the five lucky band members will be announced.  The whole show will be streamed live.”

Thank goodness he was out in the parking lot, sitting down in his car already, having just finished his shift at REI.  The phone call had come at a good time.  Ten minutes earlier and his legs may have given out on him in the middle of the camping gear department.  He could have ended up pulling down the entire propane cookware display on his way to hitting the floor ass first.  That would have been embarrassing.  Or if it had come ten minutes later, he would have been on the road and the call would have rolled over to voice mail.  Listening to someone tell him he was a boy band finalist over voicemail…he never would have believed it wasn’t a prank call.  Come to think of it…

“Are you putting me on right now?” he asked.  “Did someone put you up to this?”

The voice chuckled again.  “No to both questions.  This is the real deal.  We’ll be sending the details to your email address, but I wanted to call first and tell you in person.  There’s another waiver for you to sign, of course.  Once we get the signed waiver back from you, we’ll send your flight information. The company will pay for you and up to four guests.  You’ll need to let us know who you’re bringing with you so we can purchase their airline tickets.  Oh, and you’ll need to be ready to perform in front of a live audience as well as the people watching the stream.  My advice, make it something catchy, something that’ll get the audience up out of their seats.  That’s what the judges will be looking for.  You’ll want to showcase both your singing and your dancing talent.  Any other questions?”

Jared tried to think of another question.  He knew as soon as he hung up, he’d have thousands, but his mind was stuck in a loop of I’m a finalist, I’m a finalist, I’m a finalist, and nothing else would surface.  “Not at the moment.”

“That’s fine, you can always call the studio if any questions come to you later.  The phone number will be on the paperwork we’re emailing to you.  Congratulations again, Mr. Padalecki, and we’ll see you in two weeks.”

The line went dead, the guy probably had other finalists to call, and Jared sat in his car, staring at his phone for all of five heartbeats before he was scrambling with the door handle.  The car was too confining.  He needed to get out, he needed to run around the parking lot, yelling at the top of his lungs.  He settled for whooping loudly and doing a few cartwheels - a throwback from his old high school cheerleading days - heedless of the gravel that stuck to his palms.

A few people, who had just exited the store, stared at him.  

He gave them a cheery wave and announced, “I’m a finalist!”

Their baffled expressions remained in place.

Jared didn’t mind.  He’d never had a problem with people staring at him.  In fact, he rather enjoyed being the center of attention.  Good thing too, because he only had two weeks to come up with a routine that he would then be performing in front of a live audience.

**~**~**~**~**~**~**

A driver met him at the airport when he landed in Austin two weeks later, a placard reading Jared Padalecki held in front of him.  That was a first, and it was funny how special a little piece of cardboard with his name on it could make him feel.  His only luggage was a classic black and white Mickey Mouse carry-on since he would only be in Austin for a couple days.  So, he didn’t have to stop by baggage claim on the way out of the airport to the waiting black SUV.  As cars went, it was pretty sweet.  It wasn’t a limousine, but if everything went his way, who knew, maybe someday.  If you were going to dream, might as well dream big.

The driver wasn’t real chatty, and although Jared was usually chatty enough for two or three people, he was a bit pensive today and didn’t feel up to the job of keeping a conversation going.  Instead, he spent the drive watching the passing scenery and going over his performance in his head.

His mother, father, younger sister, older brother and sister-in-law met him at the Hotel Magdalena where the record company was putting them up.  They all still lived in San Antonio which was only a two hour drive from Austin, as opposed to Jared who had decided to stay in Orlando even after his second Disney College Program stint had ended.  

He hugged his family and let his mom and dad gush over him for a while.  His brother, Jeff, ribbed him over his boy band ambitions, but Jeff’s wife, Veronique, told him to hush.  “Don’t let him fool you, Jared.  He’s really very proud of his little brother,” she confided.

His sister, Megan, linked her arm in his on the way up to their rooms.  “I can’t wait to tell all my friends that my brother is famous.”  She smiled sweetly up at him.  “You better win this thing tomorrow.  I’m planning to live vicariously through you, so don’t screw it up.”

He reached his other arm around and tickled her side, then turned so she could see his lips move.  “Well, aren’t you Little Miss Sunshine.  Thanks for the pep talk.”

“Anytime,” she said with a mischievous sparkle in her eyes.

Although is was early in the afternoon, they decided to chill out in their rooms, eat dinner at the restaurant inside the hotel, and spend a quiet evening catching up on each other’s lives.  They didn’t know what tomorrow would bring, but it was sure to be crazy, chaotic, and totally insane no matter which way the judges decided.  Tonight was the calm before the storm.

**~**~**~**~**~**~**

The next morning found Jared staring at himself in the makeup mirror backstage at the Long Center for Performing Arts.  His family had already been seated inside the auditorium, and Jared was at a loss.  

He didn’t normally think much about his looks, but once he’d walked backstage and gotten a glimpse at his competition…well, he couldn’t help but start to compare himself to the other guys.  All of a sudden his forehead looked way too big, the moles on his face stood out way too much, his hair was too shaggy, his cheekbones weren’t nearly sharp enough, nor his jawline strong enough.

He’d taken the empty seat at the long makeup mirror, and now he was just staring, wondering were to start first.  Makeup wasn’t his thing, he’d never tried applying it before.  If only he’d thought ahead and had Megan give him a few pointers last night, or better yet, had her apply some kohl around his eyes this morning like some of the other guys were doing now.

The guy in the seat next to him, for example, was skillfully smudging the kohl around his expressive green eyes, making the color pop even more than it already did.  As if he needed any help with his looks; the guy was one of the most stunning people Jared had ever seen.  His dark blonde hair was styled model-perfect.  His adorable freckles were only barely visible under the foundation that made his skin glow as though it had been sun kissed.

Jared picked up the black-tipped kohl pencil in front of him, giving it an experimental shake.  Maybe simply holding it would unlock it’s secrets.  Nope.  No secrets were forthcoming.

“Do you need some help with that?” asked a quiet voice.

Jared looked over into gorgeous, kohl-rimmed, green eyes that were currently gazing shyly back at him.

Shy.  How could a guy that good-looking be shy?

“Uh, yeah, actually.  I’ve never used this stuff before.”

“Here, let me.”  Mr. Gorgeous took the stick and leaned over, reaching his other hand to hover hesitantly near the side of Jared’s face.  “Can I…is it okay if I just…”

“Yeah, sure, no problem, whatever you need.  My name’s Jared, by the way.”

“Jensen.”  The hand landed gently on his cheek in almost a caress, tilting his face toward the makeup mirror lights.  As he began smoothing the pencil over Jared’s lash line, he said, “The trick is to be generous with the amount you put on.  It might look like too much to you, but the audience will barely be able to see it if you don’t put enough on.”

Jared instinctively closed his eyes against the movement of the pencil.  The feel of the other boy so close to him, his hands on his face, was much more intimate than any first meeting should be.  To distract himself from the urge to lean in for a kiss, something that would be highly inappropriate, Jared said the first thing that popped into his head.  “Should you really be doing this?  Helping the competition, I mean.”

Jensen’s hand shifted and the pencil moved over to Jared’s other eye.  He hummed softly.  “If you asked my mother, her answer would be a resounding no.  I don’t mind, though.  I like helping out when I can.”  There was a dab, dab, dab, fanning out from his lash line, and then Jensen’s hand no longer framed his face.  “Okay, open your eyes.  What do you think?”

Jared gazed into the mirror.  His eyes looked - there was no other word for it - they looked…sultry.  “Whoa.  Jensen, you worked a miracle.  I don’t know how to thank you.”

A slow smile lit Jensen’s face.  “It was nothing.”

Jared was just about to make a joke about whether Jensen knew any miracles that would make his forehead look smaller, when an out of breath PA came rushing over.  “Jensen Ackles, you’re up first.  Are you ready?”

Jensen took the cream-colored duster jacket with black buttons off the back of the chair he’d been sitting in and slipped it on.  The color complimented the fitted black tee-shirt and black pants he was wearing and billowed when he moved in a way that drew attention to his slim waist.  “I’m ready,” he said.

“Good luck,” Jared hurried to call after him.  “And if you ever need anything, let me know.  I’d like to repay the favor.”

Jensen turned back and tilted his head.  “Anytime, Jared.  Good luck to you, too.”

Then, he was gone, pushing past the curtained off backstage area into the vestibule were he would wait until his name was called to go on stage.

An intense yearning to watch Jensen perform, flooded him, but it wasn’t possible.  The competitors were not permitted to leave backstage until their names were called.  So, he would just have to watch Jensen’s performance later on YouTube or on Star Struck Records website where the whole awards show was currently being streamed live.

To pass the time while he waited for his name to be called, he watched the hustle and bustle going on around him.  A short, slender young man off in the corner was practicing a ballet move that looked like it took a lot of precision and concentration.  Another guy with a body that looked like Adonis come to life was moving from one impossible position to another, muscles bulging as he supported all his weight on the tips of his fingers.

Jared was a firm believer in no more practice on the day of a performance.  Either he knew the routine before then or he didn’t.  Practicing the day of would only give him a case of nerves.  He thrived on being spontaneous.

One by one, the others were called on stage.  He kept hoping that Jensen would reappear after his performance, but he never did.  None of them did.  There must be another waiting area for afterwards.  

When there were only two acts other than himself yet to go, a guy wearing a ball cap and distressed jeans, and another who had a haughty, unapproachable look on his exceedingly handsome face, Jared’s name was finally called.

He followed the PA past the curtain, just as he’d seen the others do, into the vestibule.  The stage was visible from where Jared stood in the right wing.  He bounced on the balls of his feet and shook out his hands to warm up while he watched the announcer point the competitor before him towards the left wing.

The announcer turned back to the audience and said, “Ladies and gentlemen, let’s give Matt Cohen another round of applause for his fantastic performance.”

The audience obliged with what Jared felt was a decent if not overwhelmingly enthusiastic amount of cheering.

“Next up, we have Jared Padalecki from Orlando, Florida.  Everyone, please put your hands together and help me welcome Jared to the stage!”

More clapping, and Jared could hear his sister’s yell and his brother’s very distinctive whistle over the rest of the din.  With the stage lights bright in his eyes, he couldn’t see the audience.  He smiled and waved to where he thought his family was seated.

The announcer came over, clapping a hand on his shoulder and asking questions like, “How had he heard about the contest?” and “What did his family and friends think about him becoming a member of the next hot boy band?”

Jared answered the questions with a warm, welcoming smile while he played up to the audience.  It wasn’t hard to do.  He just pretended he was dressed up like Prince Eric or Prince Naveen and acted like he’d seen them do hundreds of times when interacting with Disney park guests.  

When the announcer left the stage, and his music began playing, he focused and relaxed into it.  His dance moves flowed like honey to his own arrangement of Prince’s Purple Rain.  His earpiece drowned out most of the external noise around him, allowing him to get lost in his own voice singing the soulful lyrics in time with his movements.

Before he knew it, the song was over.  The house lights came on.  Jared watched in amazement as the audience, cheering and hooting, came to their feet.  A standing O.  He was getting a standing ovation.  It was unbelievable.

The announcer came back out.  “Let’s hear it for Jared Padalecki, everyone!  Yes, that was outstanding!”

He was ushered offstage, still in shock.

The other competitors were all milling around on this side of the stage, the atmosphere much more jovial since the stress of performing no longer hung over them.  

“Hey, good job, man!  You killed it out there,” said the dark-skinned young man with muscles for days.  “Name’s Aldis.”

“Thanks!  I’m Jared.  Wish I could have seen you perform, but you know, they had us pretty cloistered over there.”

“Yeah, no big.  So, there’s what…two more to go now?”

“Yup, two more, then we get the results.”  Jared looked around and found Jensen, watching him from a little ways away.  “Good luck, man,” he said in parting to Aldis as he turned fully towards Jensen.

“You were really good,” Jensen said, kohl-rimmed eyes downcast.

Thanks, dude.  How about you?  Were you happy with your performance?  Wish I could have seen it.  I bet it was amazing.”

Jensen flicked a glance toward the stage area and the audience beyond.  “Yeah, I think it went well.  Guess we’ll find out soon.”

Jensen seemed worried, which was strange because he hadn’t seemed worried at all before his performance.  It was like he was getting a delayed batch of nerves while everyone else was stress free.

He was so busy trying to figure out the mystery that was Jensen Ackles while also milling around, meeting the other guys, that he forgot to watch the last two performances, and then they were all getting called out to stand in a line on stage.

“I have in my hand, the results of today’s competition.  Five of these talented young men will go on to become Star Struck Records newest idols.  The other five will hopefully go on to find success of their own elsewhere,” the announcer said, drawing out the moment for dramatic effect, much to Jared’s annoyance.  Facing the contestants, he held up the paper with the results.  “If I call your name, please step forward.”  Pause.  “Jensen Ackles.”  The audience applauded wildly.  Jensen stepped forward, amazement written all over his face.  Pause.  “Matt Cohen.”  More applause, a little less enthusiastic and not as long.  Matt Cohen stepped forward.  Pause.  “Steve Carlson.”  More applause, but for even less time.  Steve looked over at Christian before stepping forward.  Pause.  “Colin Ford.”  More applause, although the audience seemed to be getting uneasy.  People were shifting in their seats, murmuring to their neighbors.  Colin stepped forward.  This time the pause was even longer.  Jared held his breath.  This was it, the last name, it was now or never.  “Jake Abel.”  Polite, yet perplexed applause.  Jake Abel stepped forward.  “I’m sorry, the five of you were not selected to be in Star Struck Records new band.”

Gobsmacked, Jared watched the thrilled disbelief drain from Jensen’s demeanor.  His face fell, his shoulders slumped, and his bright eyes dulled.  

Those bastards!  Those cruel, view-hungry bastards!  

The fact that Jared had made it into the band was lost on him in the ensuing pandemonium on stage.

Once the audience figured out what was happening, the place erupted, people clapping and stomping their feet.  Christian and Steve seemed to be having an argument with lots of yelling and arms being thrown up in the air.  Aldis began jumping up and down, grabbing first Osric, then Taboo, the rap artist that Jared hadn’t really met yet, and lastly Jared in jubilant hugs.

“I give you your newest idols - Jared Padalecki, Christian Kane, Taboo, Osric Chau, and Aldis Hodge!” the announcer screamed into the microphone to be heard over the celebrations happening on and off stage.

Jared couldn’t believe it.  He’d won!  He’d made it!  He was in the band!  Dumbstruck, he made the rounds to the other contestants, first high-fiving and fist-bumping the other winners, then giving his condolences to the…he didn’t want to think of them as losers…the ones who hadn’t won.

He deliberately went to see Jensen last.  There were tears in the boy’s eyes, but he was obviously holding them back, not wanting to get emotional in front of everyone.

“Congratulations, Jared.  You deserve it,” Jensen said when Jared approached him.

“I’m sorry about how they made the announcement.  That was messed up, man.  It was cruel,” Jared said, putting a hand on Jensen’s cheek in a mirror image of the way Jensen had cupped his face when applying the kohl.

Jensen leaned into the touch, and a single tear escaped the confines of his long lashes.  “No, it’s fine.  I understand why they did it.

“I understand why they did it, too.  That doesn’t make it right,” Jared exclaimed.

Any further response Jensen might have made was cut off by the arrival of a woman with long blonde hair, an expression of extreme distaste on her otherwise attractive face.  “Come on, Jensen.  Let’s go.”  She latched on to Jensen’s duster sleeve and all but dragged him off the stage.

It was only after they were gone that Jared realized he had no way to contact Jensen.  And he really wanted to contact him.

Name:  The Road so Far
Author:  
Disneymagic
Characters:  
Jared, Jensen, Christian, Osric, Aldis, Misha, Chad, Ruth, Rob, Tahmoh, Samantha, JDM, Felicia, Briana
Paring:  
J2
Rating:  PG13
Disclaimer:  
I do not own and do not profit
Summary: 
 Jared was beginning to think that, given some time, they could really come together as an awesome band. Sure, they were all very different people - different personalities, different backgrounds, different specializations. And yet, they were also alike in a lot of ways. They had a love of music and performance in common, for one thing. Blending their talents together into a successful group would take effort and a willingness to compromise, not to mention, a lot of hard work, like Tahmoh had told them the first time they met. Jared hoped they had the perseverance to see it through.

Chapter 2


In the wake of such predecessors as the Backstreet Boys and O-Town, not to mention the current success of K-POP legends, BTS, Star Struck Records felt the time was right for the next big American boy band.  Boy Bands were notoriously flakey and difficult to manage, but the executives at Star Struck had studied the phenomenon and they were sure they had the formula down pat, knew just what the contract needed to stipulate, knew how to apply the right leverage, and knew just how far most talent would go to get discovered.  Beyond that, they also knew how to market a band, could pull strings to get the right venues, and had a training program all figured out.  They even had just the team to manage the band.  And so, they tasked their PR team with crafting an announcement.

News traveled fast in the entertainment world, and within two hours of Star Struck label’s musician casting call hitting social media, every boy band wannabe from LA to NYC was making plans to travel to Austin for the audition.

Choosing the right talent for the band was a crucial first step, and the Star Struck executives had a blueprint they planned to follow to the letter.  

1)The band must consist of five members; not four, not six, but precisely five.  This allowed for diversity among the members without becoming logistically too difficult to manage.

2)The boys must all be between the ages of eighteen and twenty-four.

3)They must each be talented enough that they could be shaped and formed into a singing and dancing powerhouse without being so talented that their egos would become problematic.

4)They must also have the following characteristics:  a. charisma b. personality c. be objectively handsome (at least on some level) d. be wholesome and e. be sexy enough to make a fourteen-year-old girl lose her ever-living mind, but not in a dangerous way that would be off-putting to the fourteen-year-old girl’s parents (see d. above).

5)And finally, they should come from very different backgrounds, giving the band as a whole a wider range of appeal.

A score card would be filled out on each contestant, ranking their abilities and merits in categories based on the blueprint.  These highly confidential score cards - the contestants would never know on what they were being judged - could then be used to rank them and chose the ten finalists.

Thus, in Spring of 2022, with the blueprint firmly ingrained in their minds, the forty-six judges hand picked by Star Struck Records CEO, Jeffery Dean Morgan himself, descended on the high school where auditions would be held.  Forty-six judges seemed like a lot, but if they were to get through all the auditions in the three days allowed by the high school, they would need every single one.  And that didn’t include all the PAs and other faculty required to shepherd the contestants from one audition station to the next.

The high school was perfect for their purpose, a sprawling complex of buildings that could be sectioned off and used to house all four parts of the audition; the interview, the dance routine, the a cappella vocal portion, and the instrumental-accompanied vocal portion.  An entire wing was even designated as the contestant’s waiting area.

A grand total of three thousand and fifty-two hopefuls registered on-line.  Even though they all had pre-assigned numbers written on the name tags emailed to them in advance along with the audition schedule and instructions, a good number decided to camp out at the school over night such that pre-dawn on the first day found the school grounds veritably crawling with excited young men.

The name tag of one of these young men read: Jake Abel #63.  Jake considered himself an actor/singer and even had a few television commercial roles under his belt to substantiate his claim.  His musical ability was all self-taught, and his dancing ability was non-existent.  That wasn’t going to stop him though.  Head shot and resume in hand, Jake strolled casually beside the PA who was taking him to the interview room, his longer legs easily keeping up with her much shorter ones.  He figured the interview would be a piece of cake.  Although he had no idea what questions would be asked or on what he would be judged, he could pour on the charm when needed and knew his classic good looks would serve him well.  They usually did.  He was confident in his singing ability, so that part of the audition shouldn’t pose a problem.  That just left the dance portion.  Well, dancing wasn’t that difficult, he thought.  He could wing it.  And besides, no one could be good at everything.  Looks were probably the biggest factor being judged here anyway.  Glancing around, he smirked to himself.  He was much better looking than most of the other guys here.   He was a shoe in.

Osric Chau #801 originally hailed from Canada.  A child prodigy, at the age of four he had been versatile in a range of instruments, including piano, violin, and flute.  By the time he turned eight, his parents had him enrolled in vocal and ballet lessons.  They moved to New York in time for him to start high school and attend the NY Conservatory of Music.  Osric lived to perform, never happier than when he was on stage in one capacity or another, be it singing or dancing or playing an instrument, he didn’t care.  He loved it all.  Talking to people, on the other hand, was the bane of his existence.  Words never seemed to come out right, and interviews always made him feel awkward and self-conscious.  Give him the stage any day of the week and twice on weekends.  On the stage he could lose himself completely in the performance, devoting himself entirely to the way his body moved in time with the music, the way his hands held the violin bow, or the way his fingers felt against the piano keys.  The audience gave him energy, fueled his mind and body, whereas, speaking in front of people always seemed to suck the life out of him.  The interview was conducted in a classroom.  A chalkboard took up one wall, a row of windows overlooking the football field took up another wall, and a large periodic chart took up a third wall.  Chemistry then.  Four judges -three women and one man - sat in chairs facing an empty fifth chair.  Osric sat when the PA chaperoning him motioned to the empty chair with a small smile and a hurried, “Good luck,” as she dashed out the door, most likely to find auditionee #802.  He handed over his head shot and resume when prompted by a lady judge who had short, dark hair and glasses that reminded him a lot of his mom’s.  Steeling his nerves for the first question, he reminded himself that once the interview was over it was on to the fun stuff, and hoped that thoughts of performing would get him through the interview portion of the audition without coming off as an idiot who couldn’t string a coherent sentence together.

Country/Rock musicians Steve Carlson #1333 and Christian Kane #1334 bumped their fists together in quiet celebration as they left the interview room, happy with their responses to the questions and the rapport they felt they’d developed with their interviewers.  Although the judges had urged them to interview separately, they insisted on going through the audition process as a team.  Either both of them got selected or neither.  They would have it no other way.  It had been Steve’s idea to try out for the boy band just like it had been his idea to take their two man show on the road and his idea to record their first album, all of which had gone reasonably well so far.  Their tour bookings usually consisted of good ‘ole honky tonk bars and county fairs, and the album had only been downloaded a modest number of times.  Still, it was something to build on, and this could be their big break.  They both felt the highlight of the interview was the story Christian told about their latest gig at the Oklahoma State Fair.  The part about the goat that somehow escaped from its 4-H pen and wandered on stage while they were performing brought all four judges to tears, laughing so hard that the dude had almost fallen off his plastic chair ass-first onto the floor.  When the next PA came to show them to the a cappella vocal audition room, they were leaning against the white cinderblock wall, rehashing the interview highlights and chuckling over the wink one of the lady judges had thrown them on their way out of the room.

Rap artist Kim Rhodes, aka Taboo #1439 tugged her ballcap in place over her short-cropped hair as she took her place on the stage in front of the a cappella vocal judges.  Sure, she knew this was an audition for a boy band, but fuck that.  How many really successful girl bands were there?  Not many.  How many really successful girl rap artists were there?  Again, not many.  So, if she had to strap her boobs down and pretend to be a boy, then that’s just what she would goddamn do, and screw anyone who tried to stop her.  Her parents thought she was just going through some strange phase, that eventually she would snap out of it and follow her sisters examples by marrying a fucking boring asshole, popping out a couple brats, and living some fucking sweet life of PTA meetings and country club luncheons.  Yeah, right.  They would never understand how passionate she was about her music.  To them, it just sounded like noise.  To her, music was the answer to every question ever asked.  It brought both the light of dawn and the darkness of an all-encompassing night.  It was everything.  At the judges prompt to begin whenever she was ready, she centered herself, opened her mouth, and sang like her very soul depended on it.  She belted out her rendition of Industry Baby pitch perfect.  At the conclusion, she dropped her head, eyes closed, and simply breathed.  She’d fucking nailed it. Interview and a cappella down, instrument assisted singing and dancing yet to go.  She was halfway there.

A woman in a navy blue pantsuit stopped pacing in front of her son, Jensen Ackles #2022, straightening the collar on the white button down shirt she’d picked out for him while giving his hairstyle another critical assessment.  It was the second day of the auditions and she couldn’t help but worry over the number of other boys here.  There were just so many.  Not everything was riding on this, but it would be quite a feather in her cap if her son was a member of the next big boy band.  And she was certain that if her son was a member, they would be big.  No scratch that, they would be huge!  Her son had the voice of an angel and the face to go with it.  Heck, she’d started getting him modeling gigs as soon as he was out of diapers.  Jensen’s father had left her before he’d even been born and she hadn’t seen the point in dating anyone else, much less getting married after that.  She had devoted herself fully to her only child, managing his modeling career, and all that devotion could come to fruition if he was selected for this band.  A rumbling noise caught her attention as her son looked away, an embarrassed expression on his face.  Ah yes, he was hungry.  They’d rehearsed all morning in the spare classroom she’d found, and subsequently missed lunch.  But that was okay, they could eat once he was done auditioning.  A little hunger was an easy sacrifice for her to make.  The PA came to collect them, leading them to one of the instrument accompanied vocal audition rooms.  She tried to enter the room with him, but was told - just like she was told when she tried to enter the interview and a cappella rooms - that she was not allowed to be in there with him while he auditioned which was bullshit, but whatever.  Her son clutched his guitar to his chest, gave her a stilted nod, and entered the room, determination shining in his eyes.  His determination gave her a boost of confidence.  He could do this.  His age might be an issue; he was younger than the required eighteen years stipulated in the paperwork she’d filled out, but the judges would be fools not to select her son, regardless of their silly rules.

Just a small town boy from Tennessee, Colin Ford #2376 was nervous.  He’d never done anything like this before.  Singing and dancing came naturally to him and even performing in front of people was no big deal, but auditioning for something as big as this…nope, this was new territory.  His salt-of-the-earth parents had given him quizzical looks when he’d told them he was flying to Austin, Texas to audition for a part in a boy band.  A boy band for fuck’s sake!  He couldn’t blame them for their skepticism.  He wondered himself what the hell he was doing here.  A zombie apocalypse seemed more likely than him getting selected for a boy band.  And yet, when his buddies from the musical theatre group he belonged to said they were going to audition, he’d agreed to come along…for moral support.  Somehow, he’d ended up with a name tag and a number for himself and here he was, handing the sheet music for the song he’d selected to the pianist who was going to accompany his vocal audition.  The room appeared to be the schools’s chorus room.  Music stands of various heights haphazardly lined the walls, obviously pushed out of the way for the three judges seated off to the left of a piano that had seen better days.  The introductory notes from his musical choice sounded through the room, and Colin took in a deep breath straight down to his diaphragm as his vocal instructors always preached.  The familiar action calmed his nerves somewhat.  When the right time came, he opened his mouth and let the stirring lyrics of Music of the Night from the Phantom of the Opera carry him away.

Matt Cohen #2511 rubbed at his gritty eyes, hoping like hell they didn’t look as dry and red as they felt.  He’d gotten maybe three hours of sleep last night and barely made his flight from Miami to Austin this morning.  It was lucky he made it all, really.  The Carnival cruise ship to which he was contracted as a performer just happened to be scheduled for some downtime and pulled into dock the day before the last day of Star Struck Records boy band auditions.  Call it fate or karma or whatever you wanted, it seemed as though he was destined to be here.  If he believed in destiny, which he emphatically did, he would have to say there was a reason for the fortuitous timing of the ship’s scheduled downtime.  This idea of his future stardom destiny buoyed him.  As he collected his sheet music from the pianist, he remembered to thank her.  She had done a great job accompanying him for his vocal audition, and supporting cast members rarely got the thanks they deserved.  He should know.  He’d worked the cruise ship circuit as a chorus line member performing in various shows for the last eighteen months.  Although exciting at first, the tiny, windowless space he was allocated on the ship, the long rehearsals, next to no time off to visit the ports of call, and two shows every night had quickly lost their charm.  He needed a change of pace, and apparently fate agreed with him.

Street dancer Aldis Hodge #2845 was beyond pumped to have finally made it to the dance part of the audition.  Street dancing took a level of athleticism and strength that most people simply didn’t appreciate.  He had started off taking acrobatic lessons at the community center back home in Philly, when he was a kid.  From there, he had trained with some of the best street performers around, danced on some of the most famous streets in America.  Hell, his tick tock videos got thousands of views, and not only because he danced shirtless.  And why shouldn’t he?  He worked hard for his six pack abs, might as well share the eye candy.  He was generous that way.  The dance auditions were being held in the school’s auditorium which had been separated into four sections so multiple auditions could be going on at the same time.  It was chaotic.  Music from other candidates’ routines competed for dominance in the large space.  The acoustics were terrible.  Aldis was thrilled.  He thrived in chaotic environments like this, was used to performing with horns honking, people pushing past him, music blaring from passing cars.  Unlike his competition, who had probably only performed in quiet studios or on stage in front of hushed audiences, he was completely at home amongst the hectic atmosphere.  Flashing the judges a blinding white smile, he handed his CD to the PA and prepared to dance with everything he had, albeit fully clothed.

A moment was all Jared Padalecki #3049 needed to catch his breath after his dance routine before he was back to hamming it up in front of the judges, blowing kisses, making a giant heart symbol by putting the fingers of both hands on the top of his head, and shouting ‘Love you guys!’ as loudly as he could.  What could he say; he’d watched his fair share of BTS videos recently.  Only in preparation for the audition, obviously.  No, really.  He finished his shenanigans by throwing an over-the-top wink at the camera mounted on the wall behind the judges.  There had been cameras in all the audition rooms, in the halls, and around the school grounds.  There had even been a few photographers roaming around doing spontaneous, informal interviews throughout the audition process.  Now the waiver that all applicants had to sign before being given their name tag and number made sense.  Apparently, Star Struck Records wanted to use the footage as publicity to drum up hype on their new band.  Smart thinking on their part.  If he had learned only one thing from his two summers in the Disney College Program it was that big hype paid off.  Disney was all about hype and look at how successful that company was.  During his time with Disney, he had performed in many an after hours stage show, and they were always sold out, night, after night, after night.  He would happily continue working for the Mouse, except that he’d graduated last year and so was no longer eligible for the DCP.  He’d yet to find a job with his bachelor’s in communications that really appealed to him.  So, when he’d seen the instagram post about the boy band auditions, he’d thought why not give it a go.

Name:  The Road so Far
Author:  
Disneymagic
Characters:  
Jared, Jensen, Christian, Osric, Aldis, Misha, Chad, Ruth, Rob, Tahmoh, Samantha, JDM, Felicia, Briana
Paring:  
J2
Rating:  PG13
Disclaimer:  
I do not own and do not profit
Summary:
 Jared was beginning to think that, given some time, they could really come together as an awesome band. Sure, they were all very different people - different personalities, different backgrounds, different specializations. And yet, they were also alike in a lot of ways. They had a love of music and performance in common, for one thing. Blending their talents together into a successful group would take effort and a willingness to compromise, not to mention, a lot of hard work, like Tahmoh had told them the first time they met. Jared hoped they had the perseverance to see it through.

Chapter 1

The applause was deafening, so loud it was like being inside a massive wave, swell after swell of tumultuous, concussive sound crashing over him.  It was amazing, absolutely amazing.  And humbling.  The love of their fans never ceased to inspire him.

His heart, fueled by the adrenaline coursing through his system, pounded in time with the fading rhythm from Apocalypse, the concert’s finale, the first song he and JR had written together.  Grin wide, he pointed out at the ocean of faces and made a sweeping gesture meant to encompass them all before splaying his fingers in front of his face and flicking his wrist in the sign for beautiful.  “Beautiful!” He shouted into his microphone.  “You’re beautiful!  Each and every one of you!”

Austin’s sold out Moody Center erupted into impossibly louder cheers, and Jared watched as fifteen thousand people made the sign for beautiful back at him.  He took the moment to look, really look, at individual faces out in the audience.  Their fans were, not surprisingly, predominantly female.  Many were openly crying, others had their hands outstretched toward the band members on stage.  Some even seemed to be swooning, held up by their companions.  The outpouring of love from the crowd was palpable.  Jared wanted to soak it up forever.  After all their hard work; long, exhausting hours of practice, sleeping five to a hotel room, traveling on a ramshackle bus from one tiny venue to the next just to sing and dance their hearts out in front of a handful of people, this response…this adoration…was frankly surreal.

The overwhelming urge to share this moment with the only other people who could possibly understand how he felt submerged him.  Glancing wildly around the large stage, he found JR first.  JR’s face was flushed red, most likely a combination of exertion - their choreography was brutal - and shyness.  As the youngest member of their band, JR was also the hardest working and the most reserved.  Jared felt responsible for all the band members’ happiness and well-being, but especially JR’s.

Bounding over to his best friend, he engulfed the slightly shorter man in a huge hug from behind.  JR leaned back into the embrace, then laughingly extricated himself, shooting Jared a tolerant smile.  “Your overgrown puppy is showing, again, Jare,” he teased into his microphone.  The audience hooted and screamed.  The more caring they were with each other on stage, the happier their fans were, which was fine by Jared who was normally very openly affectionate with his friends.  But pda’s just were not JR’s style at all, like at all, at all.

Not put off in the slightest, Jared grinned and linked their hands together, holding them aloft in triumph to the gusty shouts from their fans.  He sensed rather than saw the other three members come up beside them, forming a single row, hands clasped and raised.  Together, they took a bow, and the stage lights faded to black, signaling the end to the concert.

The crowd continued to scream and cheer long afterwards.

Their fans - their wonderful, supportive, freakin’ awesome fans - didn’t want the concert to end, and Jared understood that feeling.  That feeling of something long awaited being over.  It had been a long, hard road to get where he and the band were right now.  There had been many, twists and turns along the way, forks that could have lead to very different destinations, cliffs that could have ended in certain disaster, but somehow, they had all made it here, together, to this place and this time, and he didn’t want it to ever end.  His life now, their lives, were so fantastical that he still had a hard time believing it was real.  Sometimes it felt like he was only dreaming, or like he was an imposter who had stolen someone else’s life and the real Jared Padalecki would come along to rip it all away from him.  In those times, the only way to reassert reality was to sit himself down and reflect.  Reflect on how he and the rest of the band had gotten here.  Reflect on the road so far.

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